So I ordered the P90X program a couple days ago! I am so excited to get started! I’m so glad my boyfriend is being supportive of the fact that I want to work hard and lose weight, the last time I was working out and trying to lose weight was befo
re I found out I was pregnant and I told him I need his help and support meaning he can’t eat his usual helpings/food in front of me and to help me stay on track…yeah he wasn’t helpful at all we’d go shopping and he’d pick out soda, chips and junk and I’m trying to buy healthier stuff but we all know once you get in the house and you have a choice between chips and a rice cake we’re all going to pic
k the chips…so I failed yet again but what’s weird is I didn’t really change my eating habits or anything a couple months before I found out I was pregnant and I was losing weight went down a pants size so I had to go buy new pants which was really exciting the only bad part was I found out I was pregnant and of course when you have a baby you don’t lose weight you gain it so I had to buy bigger pants and now I have 30 pounds of baby weight to lose to get back to my pre pregnancy weight. So I’m buckling down and going to lose it no matter what I tired of being over weight and the extra 30 pounds really isn’t helping my self-esteem.
Living in a little town sometimes can really suck. There aren’t a lot of stores to just go out and shop, not a lot of restaurants to choose from. There are its perks though like not a lot of people so you usually know a lot of the people you see around town, quieter, etc. Now I found out I was pregnant and there is a Walmart and a Kmart in my town so when it came to the point to buy maternity clothes I went to the store. Found nothing at Walmart which I found odd but figured whatever it’s a newer store maybe haven’t gotten to that point yet which is stupid but I can’t stop stupid. So me and my mom went to Kmart didn’t see any there either so my mom asked where the maternity clothes were and the lady said they don’t carry any now my response is “what people in this town don’t get pregnant or what?” I mean seriously how can the two main stores in this town not carry at least a few maternity clothes??? So I went down to the consignment shops in town and bought stretch pants and luckily found one pair of maternity jeans which ended up ripping and I had to keep sewing them back together. I could have driven 45 minutes to an hour to another city to buy clothes but in my opinion if a little town like mine can have two main stores they should be able to carry maternity clothes considering they carry baby stuff.
Alright so one thing I really can’t stand are people who think they know it all about things that they have never experienced. I was reading Facebook the other day and this girl I went to highschool with is pregnant and she wrote on there how she got sleep and how she is sick of people telling her she won’t sleep when the baby does get here because she never had that problem with her little brother or sister. Ok for one all babies are different so the people saying she won’t get sleep when the baby gets here probably had babies themselves who didn’t sleep through the night so their speaking through their experience. Then she never had that problem with her little brother or sister probably because she wasn’t the one fully taking care of them if she was where was her mom who is their mother?? I mean I wasn’t there I don’t know what all happens in her life but seriously don’t act like you know what you’re talking about when you never had your own kids before. Know it alls really need to get a clue!
Well it’s been two weeks since I had my little girl and I think it is time to start working out to work off the weight I gained and beyond that. Before I found out I was pregnant I was losing weight and buying smaller pants and then well I found out and continued to gain weight and had to buy bigger pants which really burst my bubble. Though the weight gain was totally worth it for the reward I got in the end :0) So now to get back on track of losing weight to become a better me! I’m thinking about buying the P90X package…it costs $120 bucks but I hear it works and it has a 90 day money back gurantee so it doesn’t hurt to try but still a little skeptical. I am going to get this thing that hangs on the door for my fiance but that only costs $15 so that I have no problem spending the money on. I really need to get in gear I’m tired of looking the way I do.
So a friend of mine sent me the link to her blog on this site and I thought it was cool and decided I’d try to keep my own blog. It may end up like my journals and I start off great but then forget and don’t write as much as I’d like to but I’m going to give it a shot. I hope I can keep it going so we’ll see. My blog is going to be a combination of random thoughts and personal experiences which may or may not be very entertaining haha. So today is the start and we’ll see where time takes us.
